until the day come,and it wouldnt never come

it about a few times ago
i wait here
alone
see the monitor
and praying 4 all my best day
but it crush
i feel broken inside
its killing my brain
in my holy day
wait and wait
here alone and alone
i hate all my day but i love the god way give me this life
i just keep waiting and waiting until the day comes
i dont know what to do
i dont know how long to be waiting
and should pay for this all
and i should say
to the world
i need a love
i need a nice moment in my life
i need a love
i need to missing by someone
i need to be waiting 4 someone coming back home
i need some one to heal this wound it all
i need someone beside me